Wednesday, April 27, 2005

hi im back. haha i havent slept since my last post and well it's around 645am now. and im feeling quite sad. you see thing is, i was on friendster and i was browsing through my friends and then i saw she had new photos and then of course i will go and look right. and i knew that might be pictures of her with her boyfriend but still i said nevermind.cause honeslty i was like it's been so long, it wont affect me like it used to do.

and i swear honestly i swear the moment i clicked to view all photos, at that very exact moment the current song ended and the next song on my playlist played and it was "one of these days" by michelle branch. and you know how that song goes, "one of these days i'll find a way back to you". wah im feeling quite sad now, not really upset or anything to the extent i might go into depression like last time. haha i've grown up alot since last year lar, but still it's not a nice feeling :( and its not exactly a tragic feeling cause im happy to see her photos and see that shes happy but on the other hand im not happy. but seeing her happy makes me happy. ok im confusing myself even and i apologise for that. its's been a long time since i've even bothered to rant about her cause well i know people dont like to hear me talk about her so i dont talk about her often, but i figured i really wanted to put down how i feel.

i really really do like her.

and i know, i leave you on your own
and i need you to be strong, as i'm walking away
and i, i hate to say goodbye
it gets harder everytime
what i feel, you feel inside
when the day turns into night
-dayturnsintonight/busted

and ive just fallen in love again with a song that got me through alot of crap last year.

i can face a hurricane and still be standing tall
when all the dust has settled down
but i cant take the distance

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
4:45 AM

first and foremost, two new albums of pictures are up! "moomba madness" which are pics from the moomba water festival, and "april fools" which are just pics from silly things ive been doing this april with my friends. oh and chuin, haha sorry i made you wait so long for the moomba pictures okay, there you go!

so weekend was pretty good. came in on friday around 5plus in the evening and had hot chocolate with jo-anne at kokoblack on lygon. wah the hot chocolate there is seriously the nicest ever. and then i went to find ian and then weian also came and then we went for dinner, and later at night we went crown. haha lost again but thanks to ian and weian im still surviving.

saturday was not much, ian and i have a habit of playing footballmanager till 6 in the morning and then sleeping till 1plus haha. then soccer at princess park until the evening, then went for dinner at trevi wah! we almost ordered the whole restaurant haha cause that was first meal of the day for some of us, and we just played soccer! and there was me, weian, ian, nick, siang and ryan so that makes 7 of us. haha but the food was pretty good.

sunday woke up around afternoon again and then nick, ian and i went to vic market to buy groceries for that night's barbecque. it was damn fun cause it felt very jamieoliver-ish and then i bought UNHIONS (onions) and i told the grocerwoman LURVELY when she gave me my change. haha damn fun larh, and so we bought lots and lotsa food. went for lunch nearby after that, had roast duck rice with roast pork wah it was damn damn nice the roast pork. i wanted one plate for myself haha. so after that we dumped the groceries down and went safeway for just a few more supplies ie spices and stuff. then we started preparing the food around 6, and took a whole hour to do so. luckily i had weian and nick who were helping otherwise i wouldnt have coped.

so then we took it down to the bbq pit and then we started cooking and it was really really fun! nick was just grilling away, and i was cooking away on the hot plate thingy. and there were drinks and all and it looked like everyone was having fun, without a worry about monday cause it was a public holiday. you know what, it was really really good. we should have more public holidays honestly.

monday woke up around afternoon time. sant came back with hungry jacks for me and ian, and nick and sharon got a puppy and it was damn cute. me and weian adore it. but i dont really fancy small dogs even though i used to want a jack russell, cause i dont knoe. you cant really wrestle with them, if youre the kind that likes to cuddle your dogs in your arms then yar small dogs are perfect. but i like my big dogs better altho 90% of my friends are terrified of my dogs haha. cause i dont know you can run around with them and wrestle with them and they wont get injured haha. i would be absolutely afraid of trampling on my small dog i reckon.

today (tuesday) wasn't so bad. woke up late and reached 10am class slightly late, slightly... like erm 5 mins so not too bad. had the worst group for discussion ever. i swear this 3 girls i was with have issues. its a PROFESSIONAL writing class so i suppose the stories you write are meant to maintain a certain level of credibility. guess what? our female character's name was Dory and the male character had a HOOK HAND and kept saying "ARGH SHIVER ME TIMBERS". yes very mature coming from 3 uni girls. but professional writing is hands down my favourite class cause its something i really enjoy.

and film and video tute wasnt that bad either! even though i dont really like the class, its the tutorial where i have the most friends! cause this upcoming assignment is the third one which is a group thing, and all three times i have different groups. and i liked my first two groups but i kinda didnt really relate to them. cause the first one was with two females that look considerably older than me. and the second one was with two girls and a gay guy and they were fun, but they had a different sense of humour from me. but this third group now i find myself getting along with them quite well, and also im in the same group with my only friend from uni haha.

yup i have only one friend from uni but he's pretty nice. he came a few weeks late to our tute due to timetabling problems so he joined my first group for one of our shoots. and then the following week before class i was standing outside and he just came to talk to me. and then nowadays we sit together during class, and so last week when we were meant to get into our groups, me and ben just said lets do it together. but we're equally as clueless haha. and we laugh at the same thing, like theres this other gay guy in my class (or at least he behaves like one), last week he put his hand on his forehand, went "AAAHHHH" and pretended to faint. and ben and me looked at each other and went WTF and started laughing. kinda reminded me of my friendship with lennard, where we find the same retarded things hilarious.
and then there's this other guy chris who helped me open the door on the first day of class cause it was damn heavy and i didnt knoe you had to pull it THAT hard. he's nice too and we were chatting in the lift and all so yeah PRETTY GOOD.

ok haha its 320am now i better go sleep. but YAY i have friends in uni. muahahaha and i miss someone back home. gabriel out!

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
12:59 AM

Monday, April 25, 2005

long weekend is over, and im back at one with my beloved internet. and i have so much to talk about the weekend and i was all ready to blog about it, but then i ran into yet another blog-worthy cab driver and so, i shall talk about him first, and delay talking about my weekend till tomorrow.

yeah so my cab driver like was very chatty and very nice, very friendly. so we started talking and he's like 26, been in melbourne since 8 but hes from the phillipines. and so hes like only driving taxi on friday nights and monday nights for some extra dough, in his normal time he's a youth worker. and like he works for this christian organisation which helps kids with problems like gangs and drugs, cause the part of victoria where he's from has sort of a gang culture. so yeah pretty impressive cos like he's a school dropout, and he failed at many jobs, and hes finally ended up as a youth worker, which i highly admire.

and then i asked him what his future plans were and he was like, well dont need any. cos he just got married last year, to his girlfriend of 6 years, who happened to be his first girlfriend. haha and i was like shit you just gave me hope cos i mean nowadays, whoever marries they're first girlfriend. and he was like saying yeah he got lucky and all but that it really takes alot of effort. as in there really are UPS and DOWNS.

yar then he asked me about myself lar so i just told him all there is to know, and like he asked me why i havent found anyone here. and i was like well if im not totally over someone i like then that wouldnt be fair to the new person i am with. and he was like pretty impressed lar, and his reply was "hard to find guys like you this days". haha that was pretty nice of him. and of course i also told him my trademark story about wanting to be a musician but you know, at the end of the day if its only meant to be my pastime, rather than my profession, i guess im okay with it.

and then this was the cheapest cab fare i ever got, it was like, $24.50! but i just gave him $30 and told him to keep it, because i really enjoyed talking to him, and i really felt somewhat impressed, somewhat inspired by him. and like hes working hard to make ends meet, having to drive a cab in his spare time, abit of extra money would help him, and he's helping youths, so yeah maybe i'll help him too. and it just goes to show, you can still have a future even though you might have failed before. and like yeah, before i left, he asked me for my name, and he's sid, so yeah pretty cool.

i mean like i'll probably never meet him in my life again, ever. and he will probably never see me again. but it just goes to show chance encounters like this can play a huge part in your life. cause sometimes, words from just a stranger can be all the more meaningful.

gabriel out.

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
8:58 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005

hi hi. its a thursday night/friday morning which signals to arrive of my weekly extended weekend, due to no classes on friday in case you all havent already noted. but this weekend is extra long because its ANZAC day on monday which means, no school. or at least i think there isnt school. sometimes in uni, they even have school on a public holiday, but im pretty sure ive got monday off. i think ive got the Queen's Birthday off to but thats like the only do public holidays i get, apart from Melbourne Cup day, which is erm the day of the horse races, where everyone gets a holiday to go watch the horses race. and wear their nice suits and summer dresses even though melbourne cup is pretty much held right at the end of winter. so yar unlike singapore which has so many public holidays ie CNY, deepavali and hari raya, melbourne is very erm saddening.

im pretty much in a happy mood cause ive handed up two assignments, which means i dont have written assignments to hand in pretty much till 2-3 weeks from now. i do have a video assignment due next week, but seeing how im unable to loan one out from the loans department, i'll probably try and get me an extension.

anyway, jin has recently taken up the position of my erm advertising manager. haha yes basically he has my songs and he is promoting them, so whoever wants to hear a sample and then purchase a copy of my debut album, yes please find jin in school and harass him for his ipod haha.

so yesterday night was fun again, cause i went over to the city cause i needed to print they my psych essay which was due today. so then i went to meet joanne, adel and yenteng for fun, and they were cooking dinner. then i headed to bailieu library to get some sources with weian. after that, i was so happy cause i really managed to get alot of good references so i told weian lets go for supper. so we called ian and then we went supper inn for century egg porridge (pei dan chok). yeah and then after that we went to ian's new place, its damn nice! i really got distracted there ended up doing my essay, then playing cards, then continuing my essay, then chitchatting, then watching OC, then watching soccer, then taking a nap. slept at 6am, woke up at 10plus and continued by essay and got it done within 20mins. and then went to print it out at weian's then ran into nicole and company for awhile outside chinabar, and then i headed back to burwood.

so here i am now, cant wait for tomorrow cause its city time again. and we might have a barbeque as a housewarming for ian's new place. ok gabriel out!

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
12:22 AM

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

ok sorry for being absent for so long, i just really havent had the time to blog.

really busy lately, castle on friday night with the soccer people ie weian, nick, william, darryl and a few of darryl's friends and of course running into other people there. it was pretty good cause nick won money at crown so he treated us a couple of rounds of drinks. and yeah we took turns to treat a round each too cause it wasnt too nice to just freeload off nick plus we're all friends anyway. ended up getting pretty high though.

woke up saturday afternoon, had lunch with an and headed over to ian's around the late afternoon. stayed in the house the whole night playing footballmanager haha then i stopped around 7am to sleep but then ian and william decided we should talk about stuff, like just stuff close to our hearts so that took us until erm 10am. haha and now im our team's "creative director", sadly nothing to do with football. slept at 10am till 1pm and then had to wake up for soccer. so yeap soccer yesterday was pretty damn good. i scored 4 goals haha not so bad aye.

dinner afters at claire's cause nicole was cooking chicken rice along with dawn and claire. i just sat down like a lazy ass and waited for dinner to be served. thanks for the invite claire and nicole, dinner was fantabulous!! went home and then cabbed back to weian's place cause we were going to darryl's to watch the manu-newcastle match, plus i had to do my assignment and print it out. finished around 5am and by the time i came home and got some sleep it was already 6am. so up till then, for like 40 hours, i only had 3 hours of sleep.

so yeah my cab driver yesterday was very nice, cause apparently his previous customer had ran off without paying the full fare. so he told me lets make an offer. how much do i think the fare will be. so i said around $25-$30 which is what i normally get. and he said how bout i dont on the meter and charge you say $27.50. and it was like thats odd but nevermind yeah let's just call it $30. cause like sometimes i get fares over $30 so i just was being reasonable. and so like when he dropped me off i asked him if he could wait for me to bathe, get my stuff and then send me back down to the city and he agreed. and then he said he was going to have to on the meter this time which i was fine with. then halfway he said how bout i off the meter and we'll think of something, i'll minus a few bucks off. so i was fine with that but i was like this guy has really a weird way of doing things. so back in the city, i gave him a $50 and he was like how much do you think we'll call it, so i was like just take $30 thats fine. cause i figured he already had a shitty night. and he was like are u serious? and then cause i was really nice about everything, like not bargaining or questioning him much.

so he was like "you know you're really a top bloke man." and then he earlier told me he's seperated frm his wife and his child, so he was like "i know youre away from home and studying and all and sometimes it can get very difficult. but ive been through some very trying times before you know. and i just wanna tell you that if you ever feel like giving up, just hold on you know. just hold on that bit more. it'll be fine. you're really a swell bloke and i wish you and your family all the best"

so i sat there with the cab door open for one whole minute at least listening to his epiphany, and i was genuinely touched. from what he said, i am pretty sure this man might have contemplated suicide even. and like it just goes to show one good deed begets another. maybe he was out to cheat me of my cash i dont knoe, i'll never know. but when a complete stranger who doesnt even know you and whats going on in your life, gives you a piece of advice, and it coincidentally happens to be "when you feel like giving up just stay in there a bit more", you just know it isnt accidental. it happens for a reason.

so i know i belong to a corporation who believes in the maxim that Nice Guys Finish Last ; ), but honestly guys, let's try and prove ourselves wrong.

jin-100%
hwh-110%
; )

in darkness she is all i see

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
12:31 AM

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

talking to lee and eric online just now just gave me an overwhelming sense that i wanted to be home, that i wanted to be there and then with them. sharing all the moments they were having by themselves. and talking to lee about all the wonderful memories we shared last year, and the two of them were out today, and they found a new target for me haha. the lookalike aye? yeah i just wished it was back there, doing stupid things with them.
going for drinks in the middle of the afternoon, and then seeing a girl sitting by herself and going up to make small talk. haha the kind of thing 18 year olds do when they're bored, after all we're like at the prime of our lives with nothing to lose.
and a few friends have been going through a rough time lately and it pisses me off i cant be around for them and do stuff with them.

and then i think when i get pissed off at moments like this, where there are things i feel like i need to be home for. and i think whether i wanna stop studying and piss off back home everytime this happens, every time i feel homesick or lonely, or that i want to be around my friends, and let go of what ive been building up for basically my whole life. a chance at uni. and yeah its hard but you know, just abit of homesickness and loneliness. shouldnt worry about it! so yeah im going persevere and for anyone whos like maybe away from home and you sometimes wonder whether its all worth it, say there are people back home for you, or things back home for you. think if its worth sacrificing what you're abroad for just to be home.

so yeah, as of today, it doesnt matter whether eric owen marc and adam are having a ball of a time back home, because even if i want to join them, i cant realistically do that untill i get back in june. so why wallow and wish wistfully when i can make the most of my time here and get good grades!

but talking to lee and eric made me very happy today. they found me a new target apparently! haha how exciting. i'll just have to get my ass back in june then.

jolly well, essay time. gabriel out!

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
11:52 PM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

haha fine eric! i shall reply all the tags.

adel: haha yar alot of assignments just persevere dont do last minute like me. and i might have a surprise for you on friday ;)

swong and nic: haha you guys should apply for university in sydney and perth then. far away from melbourne.

nina: hello thanks for all your encouraging tags always cheering me up.

jin: haha what you talking about? gab has ALWAYS been a goooood boy.

eric: aye shit you know on sunday i went for drinks at this pub with my soccer people, it had all kinds of beer. i imagine OMEGA would have enjoyed being there, and then sometimes we have lee and tat also rite, so we're LOMEGAC sometimes.

tat: hi tat i know you didnt tag but i know you read this so HELLO! haha thanks for always being here for me. its fate haha :P

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
4:17 PM

talking to claire just now about being truthful about your emotions, and whether its being foolish to still hold on to someone struck a real chord with me. cause really no matter how many million times people have called me foolish and stupid, i guess even though i am, im being truthful to myself. and i just cant find the words to say, so i'll tell u with this song.

when he holds you close, when he pulls you near
when he says the words youve been needing to hear
i wish i was him cause those words are mine
to say to you till the end of time

i will love you baby, always
and i'll be there forever and a day, always
i'll be there till the stars dont shine
and the heavens burst and the words dont rhyme
i know when i die, you'll be on my mind
and i'll love you, always

some claim im superficial, some say i like you just cause youre that damn pretty. well then again, some just dont know me.

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
12:20 AM

Sunday, April 10, 2005

the weekend was pretty darn super duper good!

friday
after getting some much needed sleep till 9pm, i took a tram down to the city and met nicole for supper at grecos. really bittersweet though cause the last i went to grecos at crown was with cel and her sis last november. heh pretty darn nice though, yeah nic and i ordered 3 cakes and we left 1/3 of each left haha we couldnt finish. and yeah then there was the hourly fire columns, and i remembered how last november we were seated inside and cel couldnt see the fire cos the wall was blocking her haha. yeah then went back to nic's place and just hanged around with claire and TP, watched love actually haha i almost died during THAT part. i almost wanted to bury myself. around 3 cabbed to crown to find weian, william and ian. we went back to ian's place just to chill. slept around 7am haha.

saturday
woke up around 330, went to get weian and we got my guitar together yay! then went back to ian's where we played winningeleven, watched simpsons and 28 days later. haha damn fun larh, just stoning with friends. played poker with ian, william, nick, sharon and san haha lost $60 when i was winning but its alrite to lose money to friends then losing money to the stupid casion haha. later on we went to william's to watch man u get humiliated by norwich. im not even going to talk about that. after the match, went back to ian's at around 6am, chatted with ian till we dozed off around 6plus again.

sunday
woke up at 2 something, showered and went too soccer with nick and ian. today' soccer was damn fun, like 5 a side it was i think. scored one and assisted one, but aiya thats not the point. it was just very fun. and then during warm down, we had penalty practice session and i missed like twice. totally skied my penalty and the ball ended up like 20 yards behind the goal post. managed to pull off a freekick over a 3 man wall into the near post even though nick got a hand to it. haha damn how come i cant do the near post freekicks in real matches.

dinner after at nasilemak house with weian, nick, william, ian, darryl, ryan and siang. and we all shared a dominos pizza yummm!

best part of the weekend had to be after dinner we went to birra bella for drinks albeit without ryan and siang. we started off with one hoegarden each but then due to uneven drinking distribution, some of definitely ended up drinking more than one bottle, cos we started playing drinking games too. haha darryl was one of the biggest victims. so then yeah we had more drinks and the group on the second floor apparently over-ordered so the waiter/ bartender came over with a huge bowl of deep-fried prawns for us FREE. haha yeah so that was undoubtedly the best part and i have photos too! so i'll put them up soon, along with the moomba photos!

alright school tomorrow, goodnight world!

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
11:55 PM

Friday, April 08, 2005

the last time i woke up was thursday afternoon 130pm. right now is friday afternoon 215pm. i have not slept for 24 hours and 45 mins. my eye bags are humongous and i have dark circles around my eyes. all because i had an assignment to complete due today, which i handed up at 9am this morning, followed by group filming immediately, which ended at close to 1pm. and i have to go city to get my guitar today. which means i can only sleep until 4pm. and its already 220 and i havent even closed my eyes yet.

aargh this is damn bad! a few more hours and i would have broken my previous record of staying awake for 26 hours last september, when i woke up on thursday morning at 830 for a whole day of class, spent the night doing my bio essay from scratch to finish, and then going for maths1 lecture at 845 till 1030am. haha this cannot keep out. gabriel is off to bed! :)

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
12:16 PM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

i am very proud of myself this week. i have gone for 3 tutes out of 4. next week, it will be 4 tutes out of 4 guaranteed. however, i still got one more class for the week, film and video lecture tomorrow. and there's gonna be a test. haha but im going to make sure i go for it. i'll just study for it abit, cause anyway this guy i met in tute, ben, he told me he went for the last test and the stupid thing is its held during lectures in the theatre. so you just look around and you see answers galore. haha but still i might bring a cheat sheet just in case haha. ok i shouldnt be declaring my intentions to cheat online.

psych tute todae was pretty good, apart from the very very pretty girl in my class. cause we have an essay due thursdays from tomorrow i think, but its a pretty good topic, and i can be sure i wont be stumped for ideas. unlike friday's film and video assignment, which i even currently have no idea how to do! i need to use microsoft excel cause its kind of a formatted thing, but aargh i dont know how to use excel haha himboness to the max! so yes im really screwed its worht 25% and of all my subjects, i thought film and video would be the easiest. and in truth, its the worst!

shite, im turning into some kind of study obsessed monster. i realised i havent been talking about much besides my schoolwork, soccer and yup thats about it. i dont even talk about her anymore that much. but thats how life in burwood is. there's nothing to do really, which explains why im occupied with work so much. and then when i go to the city, its for soccer and meeting up with the regular people, so its the same old thing again.
haha and my love life is pretty much stagnant now honestly. cause there's no one here to chase, and also no one's chasing me haha. at least if somehow chased me then there's abit of excitement. yes im complaining again.

you know what? i think i better make my life interesting again, cause i think my blog is becoming a bore to read. gabriel out!

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
6:16 PM

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

you know i've been getting deja vu alot recently. and i absolutely hate the feeling. ok not hate, but you know it makes you feel so constipated like you go, i swear this has happened before. and you wonder whether its all a sign and stuff. very very freaky indeed.

school today was bad, i skipped writing but that was fine cause i felt today was gonna be useless for me anyway. but the bad thing is during film and video. i just realised i have an assignment due this friday, and one next tuesday. and a test this thursday. and i know shit about everything. and im this far behind cause i havent been going for lectures and i missed the last tute of term1, therefore i dont know anything about this. plus the three part writing assignment and the 1500 word psych essay both due two mondays from now, heh heh good luck gab.

so i think im going to cook, and then im going to mug. if you see me online please chase me away thanks. gabriel out!

im so in love, so in love with you.

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
4:53 PM

Monday, April 04, 2005

just got back from weian's place cause i went there to print my media and communication essay which is to be handed in today, en route watching episode 17 of the oc, and then episodes 1-4 which i never watched because i started watching from episode 5. episode 17 is so far one of my favourite episodes, but for anyone who has yet to watch it, i wont spoil your fun by saying anything about it :)

match on saturday was pretty good, won 9-1 haha. weian scored 2 but conceded 1 as we rotated keeper so yup we know who not to play as keeper next time. pretty peeved i didnt score but yeah our strikers had license to shoot so cant blame them for not passing. i had 4 shots on goal. 3 from outside the box. the first was a left-foot half volley which curled agonisingly wide, the second was a right footed drive which edwin blocked, im pretty sure if not for him it would have flew in, and the third one was a left footed shot while off balance which ended up with me on the ground on my backside, watching the shoot swerve wide again. and then my only shot inside the box was when i surprised even myself by controlling a 40 yard cross from ariff but then hit a damn super weak shot cause ck was blocking me so i was concentrating on keeping the shot low. all in all, a good game, 9-1 against my old team, beyond my wildest expectations.

then after that we went for dinner and then to daryl's house where we just chilled and played cards (gambled heh) until 5am hahahah. so much for assignments due today. but yup all's well that end's well, my assignment is ready to be handed up in a few hours time. i just have to wake up to submit it, and i pray i do. so until then, gabriel is off to get some much needed sleep. out!

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
4:33 AM

Friday, April 01, 2005

this song is specifically for you.

For though I cannot fly,I'm not content to crawl
So give me a little credit,Have in me a little faith
I wanna be with you forever,If tomorrow's not too late
But it's always too late when you've got nothing,
So you say
And you should never let the sun set on tomorrow,Before the sun rises today

If I am another waste of everything you've dreamed of, I will let you down
If I am only here to watch you as you suffer, I will let you down

So you're walking on the edge,And you wait your turn to fall
But you're so far gone, that you don't see the hands up held to catch you
And you could find the fault,In the heart that you've been handed
But though you cannot fly,You're not content to crawl
And it's always too late when you've got nothing,
So you say
But you should never let the sunset on tomorrow,Before the sun rises

If I am another waste of everything you hope for, I will let you down
If I am only here to watch you as you suffer, I will let you down...

ninedays-if i am

and what this basically means is that if you think im gonna just stand here and do nothing about me and you, i will have to disappoint you. perhaps we've got nothing to start with, but none of everything we have started with something. so dont write me off yet. not just yet. and never ever expect me to just stand here and do nothing.
cause if i am only here to watch you as you suffer, im sorry to say i will have to let you down.

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
11:29 PM

blogger has been very bitchy these few days. i posted last night but it just didnt send through so yup, trying again now.

i tell you i must have done the dreammaker man a huge favour because over the last 3 days, i have had 3 magnificently wonderful dreams. first one, i dreamt i was together with mischa barton. haha i knoe wenhao will be laughing his head off in disbelief but hwh, its true! i seriously dreamt that erm her boyfriend died (very tragic i know) and then i was there for her and all and then voila! haha really really funny.
and then my second dream was about the ex-crush, erm yar. me telling her aren't u glad i dont have feelings for u anymore, and she saying something like "sometimes, no".
ok then just lastnight/thismorning i dreamt of you know who again. it was a really really nice dream. aargh shit so much for un-IN-ning.

ok im back at my apartment tonight, cause i have an essay due on monday and im just finding out the essay question now. shit and there are two more assignments due in the first few weeks of term2. shit shit ok i really have to get down to work. this one week break has been basically spent procastinating really.

last night weian came back from sydney with 3 boxes of krispykremes for me! so anyone wants some, come find me. but you must be nice to me first haha. so had supper with him, ian, nick and sharon last night at supper inn. and today, went for lunch with the same people as well as william! and then we just erm walked around in town, it was quite comical. cos they're buying 10 motorola razr phones over ebay, but the buyer is from the UK so they had to pay him the money in pounds. then they went to post office and everywhere only accepted money transfer in australian dollars. so they had to change back so just from the transaction, about $200 was lost. so yar its quite a waste. but then it was fun just walking around with them, went back to nick and ian's place to pay winning eleven. lost one game to nick, then won weian 2-1, and lost 0-1. winning eleven is addictive, well PS2 itself is addictive. i want to play lord of the rings again, its damn fun.

ok ok start work start work. soccer match tomorrow against the trinity people ie my own friends dwin, jaya, mul, ran, aaron etc. haha hope i have a good game. pray for me alrite. love love gabriel out!

~~lights off, pyjamas on~~
7:51 PM