Sunday, August 28, 2005
one day i hope i can do the things i cannot do now. one day i hope i would have grown, that i wouldnt be so afraid. one day i hope i would dare to take the jump and see where i end up. one day i hope i can be the person u want me to be. one day i hope i can say the things u want to hear. one day i hope i can make this easier for both of us, and that you wouldnt be the one having to compromise all the time. one day i hope the constant frown on my face will be a never-ending smile. one day i hope all our obstacles will disappear, the displeasures, and the disagreements, and the quarrels. one day i hope i'll be able to make you the top priority in my life. one day i hope all that you're asking for isnt too much for me to give. one day i hope i can make you smile and be happy.
but that one day, isnt today.
today i still cannot do many things. today i still havent grown, and i'm still afraid.
today i cant say the things u wanna hear, and i cant make this easier for us.
today our obstacles are still here,
today all that you're asking for is too much for me to give.
today i cant make you smile and happy.
but that also doesnt change the fact that
today i love you.
lights off, pyjamas on
4:36 AM
hi wow i havent been here in the longest of times. and im off again. i promise to be back really soon, and regularly too. there are just some things right now that are more important, some things that need to be sorted out. i'm off.i wish my best was better
lights off, pyjamas on
4:07 AM